Indomitable Spirit ala Insane

 



 
 We have the confidence to have indomitable spirit and continue to LIVE.
You want to talk about indomitable spirit? I may be able to give some insight into indomitable spirit, even if some of it is indomitable spirit ala insane.

Sometimes we get stuck on not giving up because of extenuating circumstances, or because we are too stubborn for our own good. I recently had to give in to something I had been fighting for a very long time, and it’s ok. Probably a good thing. But again back to spirit…

In order for mine to not be completely broken, I had to take a really hard look at myself. We don’t like to do that much. Looking at self sometimes is dangerous, or maybe even just a little bit scary. I had my spirit broken, the life sucked out of me, my confidence taken (that is the worst) and was very near to suicide a few times. BUT I had that spirit, that faith, that whatever-you-want-to-call-it come back – sometimes fast in anger, sometimes very slow in pain and sorrow, but it came back, and I thanked the right person for it, because it came from the universe, the godly place, the damn horse I rode, or the student that filled me with love which creates confidence. Who knows where it came from, but it arrived.

Fact is I feel lost without my confidence, and totally empowered with it. I can do anything, take anything, be anyone, and even if I lose I look great doing it with confidence. Then, when I win, it’s just another added bonus, one I can feel good about.

We have to learn to not let people take away our confidence by making us look like the perpetrator, or the sick one, or the bad guy -- because we are not the bad guy. We are the GURLFYTR that just wants to keep her confidence so she can go on to the next mission, the next conquest, the next damn fight, whatever that fight is. We train hard, and we do not train for second place. We have the confidence to have indomitable spirit and continue to LIVE.

marcia@GurlFytrz.com